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I am the ghost of the world.
A shadow to life.
A forgotten memory filled with strife
My living in this world brings no meaning
What does everything mean if no one remembers me
Who am I to the next person?
I am the epitome of the forgotten
My time here seems wasted
I ring no bells when spoken of
Has my legacy really fallen that bad?
I try hard to be known, maybe even the slightest
But cruelly I'm not remembered as I, a faded memory, live in this world
3 years ago I was brimming with hope
But til this day I have yet to be known
You see I want to make an impact that I would be missed if I was gone
But sadly to see I'm already forgotten while I am still here
Who am I? What am I? What is my meaning of being here?
These question rings louder then my fear
My heart can't take this news with gladness
Its been too long, too hard to keep going
I'm just another girl in this world playing this game
But i get to be end up as a ghost instead
This feeling is worse then death
Being forgotten is more painful then any pain in the world
My peers, my foes, who remembers me?
No one that's who, they just leave me in agony
Its hard to portray love back to people who you meet
Especially when in the end they forget you
I began to hate myself over this situation
But then realized I was no more
Just a ghost with little to give
If I die today no one will notice
They wont remember me as anything
Not a tear would be shed while laying in my death bed
As this is the end of my story
Is death really my deliverance I ask
My future all gone because i failed a single task?
Theres no point if you're being forgotten to live anymore
You can try your best but your a ghost not a person evermore
My pain, my sadness where will it lead me?
If not death then what? Living in this darkness?
Theres no salvation from being forgotten
Once you're gone you're gone theres no second chance
You may pop up at times but your entity is still forgotten
People say you are destined for great things in the world
Was I destined to be forgotten among us all to exist nevermore?
Granted there was never a Time i was truly known
I was either hated or berated among my peers
I tried my best to leave something behind but in the end what I left was nothing
Theres nothing to leave without my name, my memory there is no dignity in living forgotten
You may think this is just another sad story
But surely enough this isn't a made up story
This is real life and has happened in real time
Sure you would all say its just a game
But to me it was the only game I played the longest, a game i cherished to have
Maybe I was foolish to think I'd be remembered
Maybe my skills were lackluster to be remembered for
I wonder to myself how does one even know what I do
I beat a couple hundred foes and another hundred more but still no one remembers me
There was a time that the competition didn't get to me
The old time where I had a partner, a wonderful person I met
A friend named Lyddie that I would never forget
She was what made s4 warm for me
But alas she didn't last and the continuous vicious cycle continues
I became bitter to improve my skill maybe to be seen
But alas deemed not worthy on any team
Today marks another day that I am yet to be remembered
My story is ending as the book is closing
Use to be an entity of something
Now its all said and done
What I wanted was just a dream
My fond memories with everyone is null
Because apparently my existence is dull
Such harsh reality keeps me awake
I type this last story knowing its stake
*sigh* I'm not sure what to do at this point
What I do has little significance
In the end a shadow filled with darkness
This is the beginning of the end
This cruel fate i rather not cross path with again
I was determined but now thats too late
My tears wont solve anything cause of this fate
Alas reading over this will show people I'm weary
I am tbh leery on how I was forgotten
But it doesn't change the fact of the matter of what I do
I could write more but no one would listen
So this is the story of the girl that is nevermore.
PS:I know my literature skills suck deal with it
PS2:FAGH Figures i dun keep sadness in me for more then 3 hrs :< EITHER WAY ENJOY THIS MESSAGE
This post has been edited by Goddess: 11 January 2012 - 06:17 PM
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